Sometimes it is crazy difficult to be a Christian in this world. Some days are much harder than others. Seems like our flesh always takes over; that's when we need to be reminded of God's love for us & His plan for our lives.
"For I know the plans for you, declares the Lord. Plans to prosper you and not harm you. Plans to give you a hope and a future. Then you will call upon me & come & pray to me & I will listen to you. You will find me when you seek me with all your heart."
-Jeremiah 29:11-13
Right now I am struggling with being single. Some days its better than others, but today it's kicking my butt. I long to be wanted and pursued by a gentleman caller lol. I know this will be a long struggle. If God has someone for me out there, I don't think I will find him soon. But who knows...
At church last week, my pastor said something that stuck with me. He said that we as singles need to fall into a deep sleep until the Lord brings us who He has for us to marry. I know this would be much easier than worrying all the time. It is very difficult, especially when there are many guys in pursuit. It's also hard when everyone around you is in a relationship. I need to cling to the love of the Father...and I will, but it will take some prayer and meditation.
